She was sitting at CCD waiting for him, sipping on her favourite espresso. Caffeine was her drug, and she needed it right now, as her mind was to be clear before she met him. She wondered was she in Love with him?
After 3 terrible break ups, and little heartbreaks here and there she was less emotional towards thing called love. And now her best friend, whom she knew she had friend zoned, who she knew had feelings for her. He her best support in the world, had confessed last night that He loved her. She was not really surprised, she was aware about his feelings towards her. But she was not sure of what she wanted. He had asked her to meet at 3 pm.
It was 2.45 pm in the clock, she had reached cafe at 2.30 to grab on her caffeine and to decide what is to be done. Sipping last drop from her cup question rose in her mind, "What this damn love is?"
He arrived at 2.55. She was on the verge of ordering second cup of espresso. When he saw her, he smiled! That broad charming smile that always made her feel good. Adjusting chair close to her, he sat beside her. "So you are here" He smiled as he spoke. She trembled at his smile, but managed to direct her voice to him, "Well yes. So what will you have? Cold Coffee?” he bending towards her and with soft whisper "You know me better"
10 minutes had passed since his arrival, and they were having their own cup of Caffeine, their conversation considerably light. He asked, "So Madam, Gave thought to my confession? Obviously you would have." She with more comfort and Confidence replied now, "Yaar! Seriously am not surprised, I mean c’mon I know, you like me. But you know me well! And you know you know am just confused about what I feel."
"Obviously Sweetheart", did he just call her sweetheart, why that made her trembled. He continued, " and I don't just like but love you." 
She spoke again interrupting him, " Seriously yaar, ye pyaar hain kya, what this Love is. I have invested in relations like an idiot, and you know how I have fared, every time hearing sorry I don't love you, and now I don't even know what this bullshit concept is, no offence to you, I fail to understand whole idea of Love. You know what I mean right?" He held her hand, looking into her eyes. This kind of gesture was not new to their friendship, but today it was indeed different, he was more intense and more charming than ever. "See, I cannot tell you what to think, and what to decide. but for me When you start getting scared just on mere thought of losing a person, when in your darkest day all you can think as your own Sun is that person, When you know only he or she has the potential to make you laugh your guts out even at worst time. When you know that life would not be impossible without them, but without them there would be no fun because your soul will feel incomplete. Love is simple. We make it complicate thing. And as matter of fact, it was always simple for me, I knew I was in love with you and would always be. Got it? Duffer" She smiled, "yes mister. Anyways shall we talk on this later, once I think again?" He "You can take forever, as long as you don't say yes when am dying with grey hair and week knees" She jumped "Shut up Dumbo, and drop me home" At her Door, He Smiled, She Smiled. They Hugged. Later on at night, on her bed she questioned herself again, was she in love? All her life she kept declaring oh I am in love, and always falling for wrong person. And now he had said it like it was so easy, he had made entire thing seem as easy and natural as breathing. She was wondering? Am I afraid of losing him?Switching off the light and pulling the blanket over her body, her eyes sparkled, and her lips turned into smile. Closing her eyes clutching the teddy that was gifted by him she slept. Obviously now she knew the answer
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| why is he doing this :( |
He : what r u doing here ? r u insane ? did u missed ur bus ?
She : yes i guess
He : how stupid is that ,, common lets run to the next stop u'll catch it .
She : Nooo i dont want to .
He : Just shut up ,, [grabs her hand, and starts walking dragging her along ] i'll drop u on next stop , u'll meet ur group there ,
[she tries taking her hand back ,, but his grip is hard ] just walk n shut up .
She : [silent now , just walking with him ] have always been shut , haven't i ?
He : [turns back , looks at her ] now what ? just go home , and inform me when u reach .
She : i am not going home until n unless u r also heading back .
He : [anger rush through him ] u know i am not going back , this is my home now .
She : i came on the trip just to meet u , am not going back unless u r moving back .
He : u are not doing anything , u r just going back
She : not without u .
He : will u stop doing this , u r no one to me ,, u just cant command me , just go , Get lost .
She : [with tears now ] yeah i am no one ,, simply no one ,, that is why u want me to be safe home ,
He : [real angry , grabs her hand tightly ]will u listen n ....
She : lemme complete Mr. all alone , yes i am no one to u , that is why u met me despite u were hiding from all , yes i am no one to u , thats y ur mother called me several times just to make sure if u r fine , [tears rolling down her cheek], yes i am no one to u thats why am the only person who knows where r u !!! well i was here just cause ur mom is crying from past 3 days , the moment u left she is broken [he starts shaking now ,, this is what he didnt wanted to hear something that makes him weak ] , ur dad isn't really showing that he cares or not, appearing that it doesnt matter but he asked me yesterday to beg u to come back ,, ur friends r missing u ,, m just here to get u back for Them not for me ,, cause yes i am no one to u [literally crying now]
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| am here to take u back |
He : am sorry ,, i dont mean that ,, [she crying crying badly ] listen please stop crying , i dont mean that , am sorry [he is also loosing now , he has tears ]
She : Noo , let it be . i passed on the message to u, i better go now [sob] i'll leave ,, take care ,, n do think about those who matters to u . [turns away, n starts walking ,, she is weak ,, her tears r making her vision blurry ]
He : Wait , please , i do care about them , and u too , am sorry i did not mean that , please .
She : [Stops , doesnt turn back , slowly whispers] Byeee . please take care [keeps walking ]
He : Please Wait , dont leave me !
She : [turns back] u left us , we never did !!! [burst out crying ]
He : [comes Rushing towards her, hugs her ] look here , stop crying ,, am really sorry , i thought every one is selfish and doesn't want me , am sorry i shouldn't have left , am sorry dont cry please ,, u matter a lot ,, please dont cry .
She : [controlling herself ] then ? now what ? drop me please , i need to go before i loose on my emotions .
He : hmmm wait , let me get tissue for u .
She : no let me go .
He : just 2 minutes please .
She : okay ,, [unable to even speak that much ,, her throat is full of emotions ]
He : [after some 4 - 5 minutes he comes back] take this , [passes the tissue] wipe ur tears please ,, and lets go .
She : [wipes tears ] whats that ? bag full of tissues ,, dont worry i wont cry now [sob]
He : Noo ,, u idiot , i wont let u cry anyways . lets go , m coming .
She : What , Really !! u kidding ?
He : No , You came here just for me , i have hurt u all badly , am coming with u .
She : ohhh so now i matter to u ! u forgot i was no one to u !! [tears , with anger ]
He : am sorry ,, i am really sorry ,, u r world to me. [holds her hand] lets go .
She : [smiles ] i am telling u ,, lets go please , before i loose [smiles]
after an hour in bus .
Friend : where were u but ??
She : had lost my diamond.
Friend : ohh u got it ?
She : yes [smiles ]
Friend : where is it ?
She : on its way ,, home ღ
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| Lets Go Home (: |
